So it seems that yesterday's post of angst and whine really did help after all. Unlike the past week, the thing wasn't circling around in my head all day, I guess I just needed to get it out. Also, it made me realize that one of the reasons it's bugging me so much is because it means I'll be yet another year behind what should have been my graduating class. Which sucks, a lot. But I realized that I need to stop caring about the rest of my year, who cares if they're 3 years ahead of me, I need to focus on ME when it comes to school, nobody else. Therefore, I need to stop worrying about people being ahead of me. I'm glad I realized that. It helps.
I basically spent my day doing nothing today, despite my will to be active during the next 6 weeks. I got most of my laundry done (You don't know how many socks you have until you put them one by one, individually into the washing machine. I filled an entire load with just socks. And our washing machine is HUGE!) and I've got my room officially cleaned and sorted through, I just need to find proper places for all my shit now. I also did a small bit of job hunting today and then spent the rest of my time playing my Lima town in the Sims 2 (I adore this town. I've made a point of making EVERY SINGLE glee characters and what I imagine to be their families. I really do mean every single. I have all the minor characters too :B Tis so much fun to play). Oh, and I watch Glee. 3 Times. I'm not obsessed, I just watched it when it aired, watched it with my mom when she got home, and then watched it to find where I wanted to cap for icons. Perfectly reasonable. (BTW, glee this week was AMAZING! It completely made up for all the low parts of the last few episodes)
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Anyways, I'll stop wall of texting and get to the part you guys actually care about now.